Trapped

Out of breath - struggling to breathe - what in the world just happen to me - in and out I flash from death to life - I cry silently because no one hears- as a matter of fact the doctor just pronounced it was nothing else he can do - now I see my body lying in the bed - what am I to do? Can anyone hear me? Momma why you cryin - hey tell my fiance' to get off the floor/what is everyone cryin for? - hey everyone - I'm talkin to you - why is everyone depressed and blue? - NOT MY BABY! - they brought my child up in here too? Momma please get your grandaughter cause she listen to you - why is everyone staring at me? Wait a minute - if you are all around the bed looking at me - why am I standing way over here by the door - am I outside of my body? - Wait a minute I feel this strange pull - hey everybody grab hold of me - cause I feel my self slipping - help, help me please - why all of a sudden am I hearing screams? I'm out of the hospital room now - I'm in the dark - I'm falling swiftly - I can't see my feet - why I am feeling intense heat - what is that horrible smell - wait a minute...am I in hell? No one ever told me about this place - But I was good, I helped old ladies across the street - I went to church, I even sat in the front seat! I gave money, and I dressed the best, I even had that one book 7 Steps to Success - All I did was have sex every now and then - oh yeah and drank lot's of alcohol over the weekends with my friends - but I was good, I don't deserve this - wait a minute, is that demon staring in my face? And another one to my left and wait, there's another at my right - what am I to do? I have no fight - I thought church was a fashion show - I thought it was about shouting and screaming hallelujah, oh no! Why didn't any Christians tell me the truth? They kept this a secret - now thats the truth - If any Christian can hear me please listen to me - get off your couches and turn off your T.V.'s go tell someone about this place - let them know that only Christ has redeeming power, love and grace!