Lost in the House!

I thought I understood love, but the more I cross paths with people that profess they know Jesus Christ and see how they hurt, talk about and belittle people....I'm not going to lie, I question love. Is that love? I mean these people represent God? They pay their tithes and offering, can sing, speak in tounges, preach, know Greek, have a different suit/dress on every Sunday, but does that justify the Christian? Because he or she gives thousands of dollars in church or has flashy clothes, are they permitted or granted permission some mystical way to ruin peoples reputations and try emphatically to let their brothers and sisters of the church know how horrible other people are? Christians...what is that or what are they ...where are they? The ones that I see are vicious. I don't know, it's pretty scary to see God's sons and daughters...they don't represent Him well...they are rude, intimidating, condescending ......Why in the hell would a person become a Christian? (I promise I'm not angry). I'm on the inside looking out, but I'm looking around too. This is not what faith in Jesus Christ is about. Its mind boggling to see the hypocritical people that name the name of Jesus and fill the buildings of worship. Yeah, I stopped calling the building the church because the people are the church. There are way to many people that know Jesus intellectually but very few that know him intimately. It is relationship not religion that we need. I hope, I pray that the folks that are clueless will realize that the people are the church and  when you touch the church, you touch God. When will these Christians change? When will they stop, look and listen to the voice of the Lord! Some are lost and don't know it, but thanks be unto God, Jesus came to seek and save that which was lost!

Where is the Love?

Where is love in the midst of my pain? How can God's children gossip then turnaround and exalt His name? If God is love, why can't His children hands fit those gloves?  How can they worship God when they can't tolerate or love me? Am I not created in the image of He?Just because I'm weak, it doesn't give them the right to belittle me. At times, Christians can make you fill like a vagabond walking around aimlessly. Some of God's children are hypocrites filled with dead mens bones...How can they love God who sits upon the throne? Fake, Fickel and phoney I mean a straight mess....God hasn't called me to a life filled with stress, but then again, some of His children cause me to object! Some people aren't church hopping because of a lack of respect...perhaps its the fact that Christians show no love in the nest.